Sweet and bitter
Something she says she said-
Where do we got to get away from the fabricated chaos that is filling the air ways of our lives?
If this is the reality of you and me and them and theirs
Then what's going on with me here
Does it just happen when you're fucking a woman?
Tell me it's not so-
I'd like to believe that I'm evolving into a lovely, mature, thought consumed woman with a mind of good intent
Not some psycho babbling nut case with a vengeance wanting nothing more than to skew the minds of clueless girls who don't know what it's like to live the life of a gifted bisexual-
Time and time again I look back on the girl's I've loved and I wonder
Jesus what has happened to the one I love?
She's tossing and turning,
dripping with the gossip of last night's screw
with the 3x12 dildo.
I swear the number of quality girls is at an all time low
I don't know if I ought to blame the "Dr. Phil's" or the mothering, fucking bossy pants bitches who claim they are every woman and don't have to read between the lines of all the self help books that fill their libraries at home-
When did the self-deceiving habits come to the surface and dictate the whole woman in the women's movement?
Was I washing my hair or did I get left out in the cold on the antics of how to be a sister to all of us conditionally?
I have looked and seen the misguided intentions of the prettiest girls who had the value of a washed up peso-
Back stabbing, cheating, misnomer starting queers.
I'm looking for my princess whose got the dress,
the attitude
and learned how to swim after the boat sank-
Not the one whose got one hand on her exe's back and the other on her mascara tube.
Lesbian fascination is brighter than a sunny day
But I wear a lot of protection in case the rain falls...