I've noticed some stream line main topics in these things that i write- whether they be about me, for me or simply about how i interpret others. For many years i've searched for something that others may take for granted or perhaps have a better grasp on; love, identity and ego.. These days my intent and focus lies very much in answering some of the deeper questions that have molded, shaped and even misshaped my life thus far... I try to reveal and share the dark moments as well as the bright moments where i've crossed another prolific canyon in my journey. I am very aware of the importance of balance in choosing these writings. I feel a transformative energy stirring beneath my visible surfaces, something shifting- paradigms, ideals, outlooks and attitudes. A purging of self, which is a recurring element in this blog.. I am always amazed at the depth in which our spirits and lives shake out of us seeds of growth- forcing us to comprehend what we are doing, re-evaluating our intent, reinventing our mission. This is single handedly my favorite part of being who i am- knowing that despite losing myself to the questions and searching for the answers I only return recognizing that my home in myself is more secure.. My best self is when i am left to my own devices to coax out the residue of love, experience and challenges that collide with my everyday existence.. I am most open in these moments, most clear, and respectively most happy. The intent of this blog is not to entertain others with the education and miseducation of Melissa Tangye, it is simply proof that i am willing to relinquish control over things that have plagued, puzzled and taught me most about myself. I am doing this for no one but me- as egotistical as that may sound. I don't have any preconceived ideas that others will walk away more empathetic towards me- i hope that people, if anything, will recognize other forms of existence in this world. I am rambling at this point but simply wanted to share my new found happiness in manifesting and receiving enlightenment. My hope is that i can remain open so that i may continue to learn more of the lessons that i'm intent on learning..
~M
