blank...
my head is blank....
what i have heard has not settled just yet
the news
of your death just reached me
from a thousand miles away
a call from dad
telling me that you were gone..
low voices
resemble a trembling
of anger
or sadness
i am blank
i turn on the music that she gave me
it makes this make a little more sense
though it doesn't emotionally
the words;
my heart is like a jigsaw puzzle
pick it up can you fix it for me
can you figure it out..
i want to smoke
breathe deep in something unforgiving
to remind me
that i am temporary too...
