9.10.09
something moving through me slow and persistent
an awareness that reawakens me time and time again..
you.
you this ever illusive girl.
you show up every once in a while and you pass through with seeming disinterest
and that suites me fine
but then you return in my head
pleading in some way i vaguely comprehend
for me to notice you again..
i'm stuck here in the middle of what is real and what is not so clear
and i wonder if i should move forward
to what i have no clue.
Perhaps you come to serve as yet another muse to stir me up
stir me out of stagnation and creativity.
I will gladly accept you as such since the chance of getting to know you seems pretty unlikely
but still
i will move around this like i do
and wait for something to push me further into you...
