She says -
new eyes
new karma
and no, I won't kiss you
though I have thought about if for a while
and we have danced the dance of attraction.

no.
she says

there is more to the action than the reaction
which is primal
and there is more to the result then just
knowledge

there is the now
and there is the result.

i can't forgive myself for the thinking of it
no, i can't beat the charges of engagement
with an engaged woman.

intricacies play out
they succumb to the moments
imperfect and perfect.

we are merely curious beings
in a world of non answers.

truth be told
i shared my thoughts first
she held back
but relayed a knowledge
of my intentions

take shape of the world
and find yourself fighting the karma
of the unshakable.
she won't have the later

what are you looking for?
in your books
from unheard voices
and bound confinements?

desire to have is as innate
as the desire to breath

what will you find?
what are you looking for?

it won't be me
as sure as the day will turn light in your eyes.

we are engaged beings
to our morals
to our establishments
to our hosts

but never to our secrets.