things could get serious here
as i warm to the idea of babies and how to deliver friends from the floors they cave to.
i'm on a blunt sort of waking
where i realize the future and the present are limited and in need of resurrection-
one where though i cannot bring him back i can bring someone new to the picture.
someone who could be him and someone who could be anyone.
i've never married but i have a desire to make her mine
despite the differences in meaning it could be a while until she and the rest of the judgemental world eyes see my way.
so simple.
you could test an ocean not to grow
but this tide in me continues to surge
and flow
and the only land i swim upon is her.
i think she can see me in it
and i think she knows it takes an ocean to move things this way
as they have in me.
as i hope they do in her.
you can trouble me now
but i don't ever want to get over you, love
i want to have a place to hang my worries and my fears
safe in your bare breasts
as you draw me in.
i will find my closure
and will find the words
to bring you to my side of realizing what we have yet to be.
so soon
so now
so you and me..
